Why do I
do this to myself? Why do I toss aside the one thing that I need most when things get stressful?
Running.
This
week was crazy. It was chaotic and
everyday felt too long and too hard. And
I believe the moment I allowed my running to go by the wayside, that’s when things
felt suddenly too big. On Friday, I
hauled my very tired self into work and, upon entering the building, fumbled
with my umbrella. SPLAT – a big fat raindrop hit me in the forehead.
Queue
lump in throat. Seriously? I’m suddenly THAT fragile?
Fortunately,
I packed my bag with a steadfast plan to run at lunch. I had the time blocked off and I refused to over think it. So what if I hadn’t
run all week? It would be easy to
continue sliding into yet another run-less day, and so on…. Of course I wondered if my legs would
remember what to do after four days and miraculously, my legs remembered what to
do after four days. I was pleasantly
surprised when I glanced at my Garmin early on and saw –
I didn’t
feel like I was working that hard, but those were some good numbers staring up
at me. Cool, the legs are
cooperating. But I knew I had a long run
with Scott the next morning, so I pulled back –
Riggghhttt. Fail on the pull back. OK, this time I was going to pull back for real –
So,
there’s that. Fortunately, it’s not like
I was throwing down 7’s (in my dreams) and I honestly felt so energized that
the run felt effortless. I guess that’s
my reward for inviting running back into the fold. The moral of the story is this; don’t stop
running. Ever.
The End.
Like how you pulled back! ;) I love it when you think you are slowing down but the numbers say the opposite!!!
ReplyDeleteHee :) It's definitely better than thinking you're killing it to find you're not. I'll take my fail!
DeleteSometimes I know I run better when my legs haven't run in a bit. Not like two weeks, but 3-4 days is good. You might just be faster than you think!
ReplyDeleteThanks Michelle! I like to think I listen to my body well enough to know when a rest or extended rest is needed.
DeleteHaha! I can relate to that kind of a pull back. Glad you were able to get in some run therapy!
ReplyDeleteOMG, totally needed it and find I need it more than ever w/ all the stress of the new job! Though the cupcake truck that arrived today at the office helped too :)
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